Note to self: Don’t ever say “You don’t do enough” to others only, only when there is so much mounting evidence through many months that they are not.
For me, it sucks because that translates to “You are not enough” but I know I am MORE than enough and trust me I know, very concretely, with tons of evidence over YEARS that I do enough!
Background: Got to fight a lot to tell myself I have worth and deserve a lot for myself. Sucks when something/someone damages you so much you feel like something less than human.
My personal deserved rant for today :-)
Hanging with my hubby tonight at the casino. Wish I could hit it big. Don’t we all lol. I love the moments when conversing with my husband cuz it makes me feel closer to him. Alright back to it. Lady Luck hope call on me.
We’ll got done watching Angel Eyes and it was pretty lackluster ending especially when they made it so hard for the two main characters too even get together for their own insane reason. I was like ‘ugh! Really!’😕😑
On the other hand the national geographic show Ultimate Survival Alaska had been energizing for the two seasons that’s on hulu. Although the seasons have different aspects and perspectives to them. I’m all Endurance team right now. Go Dallas! Lol.
On my personal life:
I’ve been working out a lot and have been thinking I need to do more cardio. Liking the HIIT workouts but sure need to get more muscle I think for me to even tackle bodyrock.tv workouts. I did one last week and it left me so sore for days! 😖 I’m still glad I’m sticking to it tho! Yay! I’ve also been sewing a lil more of late. Gonna tackle making me a shirt soon. I post it as I go along. Glad I got some hobbies going so I don’t go into my dark abyss I get into sometimes. 👍